To wake up every morning...and feel a twinge of sickness over the mistakes of the day before. How can God possibly forgive me of all my faults? Why can't I be good enough for Him? How can He possibly be pleased with me? Why won't this constant guilt go away? I'm so tired of trying, so tired of fighting...
I know the answers, and I know the relief of freedom and healing, but these days...the relief just never seems to come.
I'm so tired.